Rebekah Benimoff is a special needs mom who prays for strength and of gratitude during recent challenges associated with raising 2 boys with special needs.

Yesterday guest blogger Rebekah Benimoff shared her prayers during recent challenges associated with raising two boys with special needs. Her first prayers were for strength after being called for jury duty. In today’s post, she writes about finding strength and praying with gratitude.

A Special Needs Mom Prays for Rest, Part 2

Where Does my Strength Come From?

I reported for jury duty today. While I did not ask to be excused, the assistant district attorney took note of all that is on my plate. He asked me how I manage all of this, and if my extreme circumstances would make it difficult for me to perform this civic duty. I don’t quite know where the answer came from, but it was fluid and clear: I’ve had to deal with many things I never thought I could. I carry difficulties that are beyond my ability to bear. But I know where my strength comes from, and know how to access that strength. I will do whatever I am called on to do.

With deep conviction I say that God is my strength, my comforter, the one who carries me so I can take care of the specially wrapped gifts He’s given me. And He will continue to hold me close as I invite Him in. I choose to stay with Him for the journey.

A Prayer of Thanks

I am thankful – so very thankful for You, Lord. For your presence, for your provision, for Your ever present protection. I think of how I pray every night over my boys, asking you will protect them, and there are moments Lord, even weeks, where, despite the chaos, I can clearly see your hand, your urging, your great love for us.

Thank you not just for all you do, but for who you are.

Love,
Rebekah

Where Do You Find Strength?

Raising children with special needs, even without being called for jury duty, requires a great deal of strength. How do you pray for strength? And what reasons have you found to be grateful in the midst of challenges? Share your experience and wisdom in the comment box.

Part One

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